So Gavin and I had checkups last week. He's fabulous; a healthy 23 lbs of lean, mean eating machine. ;) I'm overall healthy but had some bloodwork done to checkup on my thyroid and some other things showed up (thyroid is normal, btw however I finally understand that I'll most likely be on thyroid meds the rest of my life).
Bloodwork showed 2 additional things that just make me want to sigh, beat my head against a wall and/or cry. I'm very Vitamin D deficient (in the range they give, which is pretty expansive, I'm about as low as a person can be without setting off alarm bells) AND my cholesteral is borderline high. In a few minutes I will be calling the doctor's office to tell them where to fax the prescriptions so I can go take more pills in order to be considered normal.
I think that's really what gets me in all this. Not that I went to a doctor regularly or anything until the post college years but I had checkups and got the vaccines and was always considered healthy and normal. That's not the case anymore and I'm really struggling with that. My tendency is to obsess and stew about it and try and figure out what I've done "wrong" or what has so drastically changed about me that would cause all this (um, let's think about
that one although I don't think having a baby can be the blame for everything).
Something that occurred to me too in all this is that I'm on the down-slope of my 20's. Not that 30 is right around the corner or anything (so any 30+-ers out there don't get all sassy with me!). ;) But when I think about family medical history and combine that with the fact that I WILL be 30 in 3 years then some of this is a little easier to accept. I'm getting older. I have gray hair (noticeable too as people in my life have been pointing out to me in the last month: "hey! you have gray hair!"). My lifestyle is not what is was 5, 10 years ago. Things are different. Of course my body and my health are going to be affected in all that. It's still a sort of bitter pill to swallow though that I now have to take pills to be truly healthy and happy. :(